My Heart

Here lately, I have been going through a tough time that has caused me not only physical and mental pain, but it has also caused me to distance myself from those closest to me. I distanced myself from these people, when in reality they were the ones that I needed the most. I pushed them away and hurt their feelings without completely realizing it. So to those people, I would like to say I'm sorry. It was totally unintentional. So please don't give up on me. I'm trying my hardest to get my priorities straight. I promise. God is someone else that I have distanced myself from. I have been trying very unsuccessfully to get back into church and to get closer to God. My life is a mess and I need some calmness in the midst of this chaos. I'm hoping I can find a church that provides that. One that will fill the gaps in my heart and cause it to be whole again.

"This heart, it beats, beats for only you."